I’ve gained weight in the past few months and I’m not happy about, I’m at the heaviest I’ve ever been. It’s hard to be motivated to even do anything about it because it’s not like I go anywhere. I have a closet full of beautiful clothes and shoes that get no use because I have no place to wear them. All my friend have boyfriends or live in other states, and my one single friend here has a crazy work schedule. Aside from going to the occasional concert, I don’t do anything social anymore and it bums me out because I really want to. I’m 24 years single and I’m not going to meet anyone by sitting on my ass at home, but I’m also unable to interact socially because I’m not going to go to a bar by myself. I went to a show by myself last week to see a band I really liked, hoping someone would talk to me since I was alone and nothing. The funny thing is when a friend needs relationship advice I’m the first person they come to and apparently I give pretty good advice. I’d love to be on the opposite end of that.The entire situation is super frustrating and I’m just so lost in life. I guess the answers really never do come easy.
I’m going to be 24 in about a month. I have no real job, no boyfriend, my income is a joke, I still live with my parents, and I never went back to school to get my Bachelor’s degree(I have an Associate and then some).
I see girls who aren’t as qualified and who act way less professional than I getting jobs I applied for and know I would have exceeded at.
I see girls younger than me getting engaged and I’m sitting here never having been in love.
I have more experience than what a Bachelor’s degree would have given me, but it seems like not having that damn piece of paper has become a road block.
I feel like I’ll never succeed and be stuck like this forever. I’ve had small victories here and there, but my life is nowhere near where I want it to be or how I imagined it.